Today I reached out to the employee I was traveling with and apologized if I made her uncomfortable over this last week. There were several times I thought she might have gotten more of my reality and drama than I ever like to show in the business world. She responded very positively. She said that she didn’t feel uncomfortable and she knows that it’s real life. She said it was great to get to know me, she’s been there herself, and she has a lot of respect for me.
Once again, I’ve been able to connect with someone who is awesome, supports me, and genuinely cares. I didn’t really think that was possible for me, but I’ve obviously been under-estimating myself, my value as a person, and how spectacular people really can be. I know for a fact that I have formed deep connections and friendships with at least 3 people over this last week, and probably more with a little effort on my part.
I was watching Emily Owens, M.D. tonight (in my DVR of course), and a quote stood out to me. Some people say that show is a bad knock-off of Grey’s Anatomy. While I agree it isn’t as good, there are some nice moments. Here’s what I scrambled to transcribe and rewinded my DVR 3 times to get down:
“When it’s important enough, you speak up. You tell people what you need. You show them who you are. You expose yourself. You ask. And you do this knowing that there are consequences. There is collateral damage, but you’ve chosen this. So you can’t feel guilty about it. You just can’t.”
So I’m not feeling guilty for my decision to keep moving forward. I hope you don’t feel guilty, either, for making the hard decisions in your life and putting yourself out there. It will pay off in the end.