Here is something that I wrote to a friend on September 5th about Tony:
“I’m seeing someone who I’m so into that I can hardly breathe when I think about him.
This thing is honest and open. It’s dangerously sweet and sweetly dangerous, mixed with shots of sheer wonder and unadulterated pleasure.
I feel like I’m soaring.
If I put specs into a machine of everything I could ever need or want in a partner, it would spit him out, just the way he is.
I couldn’t even find the words to describe it if I wanted to.”
Fifteen days later, I still feel that way every time I’m with him. I’m very excited to spend another weekend together.
I swear at some point I’ll get around to finishing and publishing the various drafts I have sitting around in my WordPress Dashboard. I’m just too caught up in enjoying myself, working, and school to have time to do much else.
I was just away on a race car driving experience at the beginning of the week. The speeds and g-force were amazing. I had a blast! Being with Tony is more fun than that.
I’m going to keep riding the high.